Hello @Emelia8
I know that you understand my absence on the forums as you have been such a strong support for me whilst dealing with all of your own life issues.
You are another whom I wish I knew in real life.
Several people on the forums I know that I could sit across a table from them and feel their warmth emanating through me.
That is who you are and there are many many followers of yours who would agree wholeheartedly with me.
Firstly, your beautiful Holly has been your main support and guiding light throughout far too much to mention.
She has had a wonderful home and family something that every pet longs for.
You have given her just as much and more than you recognise at the moment.
Your emotions are about her at this time.
I wonder if you might think of this stage in her journey as a time where she has seen you through to receiving the health support; operation; rehabilitation..new hope.
She has been so strong and brave for you as she knows how deep your love for her is.
I realise some people do not think the same as I do.
In fact more likely that most people do not think the same as I do.
That is alright. I like who I am now. Finally.
She is already a part of you; wherever you might feel her if you are open to this.
You in turn are already a part of her.
For me, in my world; this love never changes.
Passing through this world occurs...The love stays..
She will be with you through all that is about to happen.
Take a toy or something of hers with you if that helps.
She will be at home when you return ..all around you for as long as you need her..
If all of the above is sheer nonsense, that is fine too.
The surgery will come and then you will wake up....surgery done.
I have rabbited on too much and will leave you with the words that I shall read your words after hospital and rehabilitation time when you are ready.
love you Emelia xx💜💚💛
