rough time

[Former-Member]

This pretending is exhausting @Lee82 

[Lee82]

I know it is honey. I have to pretend every single day all day. Especially with the boys in my face constantly. 😘😘

@Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

She went into detail about child abuse her and her adult son witness yesterday. I have been hearing this one crying for hours on end everyday but didn't know where it was coming from. They called the police and child services, now the feeling of immense guilt for not checking it out earlier is soo heavy. She just wouldn't stop talking about it and she son's response while very justified is just as horrifing to me, PTSD triggering bad. Just as well I have a session with my psychologist in 10 minutes I guess.

@Lee82 , i cant stop shaking

[Lee82]

Honey don't blame yourself for not reporting it. It's a child crying no one would report that unless there was evidence attached to it. You just said it yourself your neighbour witnessed it. Different story. 
Yes I can see how that all can be triggering and I am too so glad you get to talk with your psych. Maybe bring it up with her honey. 
life is full of triggers at the moment and it f**king sucks. I'm so sorry you were triggered. It's just not fair. 
I am here for you and with you my friend. @Former-Member 

[Jynx]

Hey @Former-Member , @Lee82 , and anyone else who is reading,

These are really intense things to be sitting with, and incredibly triggering for some. It sounds like you're incredibly concerned about a recent incident, I hope that you're able to get some immediate support with your psych. 

If you're looking for some further support guys, please don't hesitate to reach out to the following:
1800RESPECT (1800 737 732) - national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service
https://www.1800respect.org.au/

Blue Knot Foundation: 1300 657 380 - Telephone counselling for adult survivors of childhood trauma, their friends, family and the health care professionals who support them. 

https://www.blueknot.org.au/

We are here with you during this difficult time guys 

[Lee82]

You ok sweetie? @Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

No babe, but I will live. 

How are you and your gorgeous little men going

@Lee82 

[Lee82]

Do you want to talk about it babe? Buys are just finishing up some work. I'm trying to stay present. @Former-Member 

[Lee82]

Talk to me babe...what's going on? 
@Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

Sorry honey, workcover called. 

it's just turned into a shittie day that's all, emotions all over the place and I am bone tired. I have got to work soon. 

love you @Lee82