Good Morning!

[MDT]

Nah its not severe just a nuisance and i'm tired @Former-Member
Just had 45mins of meditation/listening to Alan Watts.

This morning on my walk I started thinking in his voice (whch is quite a unique one).
And using it to talk myself into a better state I guess (i was saying things like "the art of comparing oneself to others is based in the notion that they are indeed comparible to you") Or similiar

I think I have turned a bit of corner since I rang the help service today though.

Your example of getting triggered by a person - reminded me someone who i was hanging around with. I met on a dating app and she wasn't really interested in anything serious I think. She said she had been cheated on 3 times.

I am beginning to see how people act out their traumas in this life. Today I deleted all my dating accounts. I figured I will go back into that when I'm more of a complete person and am not sitting at home most of my time figuring things out.

Being in this "cave" mindset has healed me and I think I need to continue it. That said I did meet with one girl last week and we hit it off right away. Who knows what may come of it. It can't be forced.

It is what it is.

I have an interview this week lined up. I also have some study to do to boost my degree.

You see my friend on paper and in life I seem okay but as I'm sure you know - mental health is an internal battle and things aren't always obvious are they?

do take care and see you around as always gekota 🙂

[MDT]

dunno if you like this music style but wanted to share it with you @Former-Member

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OPlK5HwFxcw&list=RDOPlK5HwFxcw&start_radio=1

[Former-Member]

Hey @MDT @Former-Member @Meowmy @@@and others passing, sorry your down hams I need more self compassion too.

hope things work out for you guys, got myself a new job where hopefully things work out as it’s an equal employment opportunity.

have a good one just checking in to see where my friends are at 

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https://youtu.be/aAIpSAK_54I
@Former-Member lol

[Former-Member]

https://youtu.be/zzsCh50AovA @TAB 

[MDT]

sounds good @Former-Member
I hope you find it fulfilling my friend
thanks for your well wishes and checking in
been tough but getting there

[Former-Member]

Hello @Former-Member I am so happy for you with your new job! Congratulations!  I hope it works for you.  I did go with one equal opportunity employer years ago working in a supermarket as a taste tester and it was a good job.  At least you don't have to worry now about hostile colleagues not understanding your disability.  I can't begin to tell you how pleasing this news is. Let us know your progress.  I hope you have a good weekend ❤️

[Judi9877]

Good morning @MDT @Former-Member @Former-Member @TAB @Meowmy @FloatingFeather @tyme @Former-Member @Shaz51 @hanami @Former-Member @Paperdaisy @frog @Appleblossom @StuF @Delicatessen @RedHorse @Dimity @Jimbo2 @Smc @Historylover @Peri @Snowie @eth @Emelia8 @oceangirl @BlueBay @outlander @maddison and all forumites here. Have a great Saturday!

@MDT I’m glad you’re feeling better. Mental illness is hidden which is true but I’m glad to see you’re working through your issues. Just keep moving forward, forumite friend.

@Former-Member Congratulations on your new job! I wish you all the best for the future!

Take care!

Judi9877☺️💐

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 @Dimity @Oaktree @EternalFlower 

40 mins in hills this morning 

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Good Morning @Judi9877 hope your day goes okay 👍