Guess what the time is? 3:28 AM 
I am awake, why? because I needed the Ladies room! 🙂
Outlander, I did not have a nigtemare, or a bad dream, & I am not upset, sad, in agony, or can not sleep (even tho I am awake) Duh!
This is wonderful, to be me again! I did most of what I planned to do yesterday to help myself, & your love, & encouagement, & care for me, plus my SFF, & the love in the CT, from my SFF. Has/is healing me, I believe, you are my Earthly Angel! xoxo 🙂
Thank you for leaving me a heart/love, I thought I would come have a little peak in SF, before going back to sleep, as I am ready to continue relaxing, in my bed with my Fur Babies all snuggled around me, purring like kittens. The sound that they make is so beautiful, & healing, to me.
My prayers are getting answered, & so quickly. I don't think I could have handled another nitemare, & waking up all warn out, & hurting again, so soon. 😞
I do hope that you are sleeping, & dreaming gentle loving dreams? I am sending my good & sincere, love & intentions, to you now, in prayer outlander my love!
Talk/type, soon! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx & More!
Love & Hugs!
Bella 🙂 @>-->-->-------------- & 11 more!
How beautiful, my sweetness, I love you!
I'm crying now I had a sort of sleep, & woke up worse than before the depression has started, I hate this so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know it's got to get worse before it gets better, I've been through this before, when Mum passed on, & when my Fiance of many years dumped me for an, Asian scammer. (I love Asians, but this one is a scammer)
I hope & pray GOD answers my paryer soon!
