Struggling

[Fluttershy1]

@Appleblossom  - I'm candys alter Ella. I'm safe. 

[Appleblossom]

Its good and important to have safe parts in our being.

@Fluttershy1 

You did work on that photo to make that effect.

[Fluttershy1]

@Appleblossom- sorry was dealing with candy she was having a dissociative episode. She has a migraine which has made her unwell. 
she's fighting SH urges. She's safe 

just a rough patch

i promise you we are safe. 
~Ella~
@Former-Member 

[outlander]

perhaps take some pain relief and rest @Fluttershy1
migraines are awful. im glad that your safe though

[Fluttershy1]

@outlander - it's horrible candy says. We are off to sleep for the night 

~Ella~ 

goodnight

[Anastasia]

Hello Ella, it's nice to meet you too and @Fluttershy1 tonight. Take care 😘

[Fluttershy1]

Hi  @Maggie @Zed1 @Faith-and-Hope @Anastasia @Former-Member @Appleblossom @Hamsolo01 @Dizzyizzy @Snowie @WIP @frog   @NatureLover @Judi9877 @greenpea @eth @outlander -

things are tough today, I had a very triggering appointment. Things aren't great I've had a migraine all weekend. I'm slowly getting better. Family still don't understand my MH. They are just assuming things again and really upsetting me. 
I've been fighting SH urges all weekend and I'm still fighting them. I'm safe 

I am currently crying, everything is overwhelming me. I have so many appointments this week and meeting new people is very scary and overwhelming. 
Flashbacks have been bad aswell.

im safe I'm safe

Take care ❤️🌼

[Anastasia]

Hello @Fluttershy1 

I have been wondering about how you are hun. I'm happy your safe but sad to hear you've had a tough day. Did you find any time to paint today?

[Fluttershy1]

@Anastasia - no painting today, slept my day away after my appointment as it was very stressful and increased my migraine then had doctors to get pain relief to slow my migraine down. 

[Anastasia]

Sorry to hear @Fluttershy1 

Appointments can sometimes like that. Sending you cyber hugs to take away some of the pain x