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[The-red-centaur]

Hmmmm

[The-red-centaur]

I'm really scared about going home today....I have plans to act on tonight.
I just can't anymore. I'm sorry.

[BlueBay]

I'm really worried about you @The-red-centaur 

I'm going to tsg a @Former-Member  because I'm worried about your safety 

pls speak to someone 

call lifeline or other services 

they are here to help you 

pls stay safe 

we all care for you 

@NatureLover @jem80 @Former-Member 

[NatureLover]

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@The-red-centaur wrote:
I'm really scared about going home today....I have plans to act on tonight.
I just can't anymore. I'm sorry.

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@The-red-centaur  I am also concerned about you...can you maybe go and stay at your friend's place today and tonight?

And also tell the staff there that you have plans to act on tonight?

[The-red-centaur]

@BlueBay @NatureLover I'm having a meeting with staff at 9. I'll tell them my plans, it won't change anything though.
I spoke to scbs during the night and finally slept a few hours for the first time since Tuesday.
I'm sorry for how I am. I'm not worth your support, really this centaur isnt. I don't feel real.
I feel pathetic and like I'm a complete failure. I'm worth nothing else than to be hurt or used by everyone.

[NatureLover]

Good on you for telling the staff your plans, @The-red-centaur ...

If you haven't slept since Tuesday, no wonder you are feeling horrendous...I'm glad you got a few hours last night...I'm hoping you can go to your friend's place and just sleep for ages...

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@The-red-centaur wrote:
I'm sorry for how I am. I'm not worth your support, really this centaur isnt. I don't feel real.

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Please don't be sorry for how you are...it is NOT your fault or your doing. You are definitely worth all the support in the world and more. You have suffered and are suffering greatly. 

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@The-red-centaur wrote:
I'm worth nothing else than to be hurt or used by everyone.

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I think this might be all your trauma and suffering speaking...you are definitely worth much, much more than to be hurt and used by everyone. You are worth support, kindness, love and as much healing as possible. 

We are here for you 

[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/VDA04YOAd4c

[The-red-centaur]

@NatureLover thanks

[NatureLover]

Thinking of you, @The-red-centaur ...sending wishes for peace, hope and strength 

[jem80]

@The-red-centaur 

Hope you are travelling a bit better today.

sending hugs and holding hope for you. 🤗😊