not coping

[outlander]

yeah im hearing you. its how im feeling too. it feels like everyday theres always something to deal with whether its physical or mental. @Sans911 

im suppose to be sleeping for a long shift tomorrow and i cant even sit down because of pain.

i dont really want to give in to the idea that this is my new life but its been my reality for a year now. or at least with this injury anyway. its been one of the hardest things ive ever had to deal with

[Sans911]

Is your injury permanent now or likely to improve over time and treatments @outlander?

Yeah, pain is such an energy sapper. It's always there, and even though you deal with it, and try to will it away, it never does. And then when injuries or chronic illness occurs, it's a constant cycle of dealing with medical stuff. Plus the mh stuff if you have that too. It's a never ending circle huh?

My wounds are infected again so I've had to change dressing type. And back for a review with the nurse in a week.

[outlander]

It’s permanent and as feared it has spread through my entire leg, hip and it’s affecting my digestive system as well. Has been confirmed by a couple of specialists. They also suspect it’s the reasoning behind my neck pain and migraines that just don’t ever seem to go away.
I’m travelling to another state where they offer more surgical pain relief like pumps and simulators or specialise more in infusion therapies.

I hate the never ending cycle 😞

Oh gosh, not again. I was hoping they would be well on their way to healing now 😥 hopefully the new dressings will be more helpful

[Sans911]

Oh @outlander that sounds so awful and complex

[Sans911]

Yes I know that acronym @outlander. Many people with fibro have it

[outlander]

I wish I could show you some of the things it does. Some treatments although painful some were intriguing @Sans911 it’s a condition that seems to spark the interest of many when they hear about it 

[outlander]

Thanks for being here and listen to me ramble @Sans911

[Faith-and-Hope]

❤️❤️ @outlander @Sans911 

[outlander]

@Faith-and-Hope 💜💜💜