when is it time for hospital

[outlander]

I got the results back they wanted to take abit more out so waiting on these hopefully good then they can close

[outlander]

@Former-Member prn means that its not used all the time only when required as an extra calmet for when overly anxious

[Owlunar]

Hi @outlander

I guess this is good news - hard waiting though - I really can't imagine what that feels like

But all you have to do right now is to take it easy and not feel much at all - as hard as it is to believe the time will pass

Still thinking of you

Dec

[Hope4me]

Life dishes out random challenges; some of which are nasty and unexpected. Reading your words @outlander it seems you're in the zone to cope and that's a great gift. 🙂

There's amazing support (above). How lucky are you to have them in your corner!

Well, you can add me to your growing list. 

I'll be keeping an eye out for your successful return.

@Hope4mexoxox

[outlander]

Thank you everyone
Will respond properly when i can
Im so tired

[outlander]

so it took 2 goes to get it all. Im all set to go home now. Mums coming to pick me up around 5. Ive been 'closed' since about 330 and ended up falling asleep. My pops driving my car home for me.
Im glad they decided to do this form as it wouldve had to be 3 surguries otherwise so i got 2 in one.

I cant feel any pain which is good. Ive been feeling nothing all day barely any emotions either so their prns are bloody good!
Im super low on energy now though still. Doesnt feel like a big day but i guess it has.


Still holding tight to your hands though. Dont let go yet pretty please.
On the plus size i didnt throw ip on anyone or the floor like last time but i havent eaten either. Cool water does well though

@Owlunar @Former-Member @soul @Former-Member @Hope4me @Appleblossom @MDT and i know many others here too ❤❤❤❤

[Former-Member]

Doing well @Outlander, proud of you 💜💕 All the best ☺

[soul]

Now you can put that behind you and focus on finding some joy.

I'd really like to see a happy profile pic @outlander. Every time I open a message from you, I am confronted with a sad girl. I'm sure that's not who you want to be even though you may be feeling like that a lot lately.

I recall someone who used to excitedly share with us good news about assessment results and photos of lovely places you had been, someone who shared her sketches with us. I believe that to be happy we have to make an effort. Being miserable actually saps us of our energy so that in effect is harder.

Remember I suggested that you start up a gratitude journal. I'd love to see that here on this Forum. We would all want to hear about how you are practising self care, the ways in which you are showing yourself some love and the things that have made you happy, no matter how small.

You are such a different person from a couple of months ago. I sincerely hope that you go looking for the brightness that is out there. I'm sure that I don't have to tell you that this is no way to live.

I wish you happiness, peace of mind and good health. 

[Appleblossom]

Get Well Soon @outlander

[outlander]

Aww so cute! Thanks @Former-Member ❤❤❤
Soo pretty! @Appleblossom thank you ❤❤❤

Yes @soul time to recoup and try to find the next step but not today. Anything else can wait today.
Hmmm well i have my avatar set to the way i feel. But what sort of things do you suggest to change it too?

I remember you suggesting that. I started it on another thread but i guess i could start a new one. And start it then...
Thank you for your support too ❤❤