Thank you everyone. Its hard going right now. So I appreciate your kind thoughts.
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Still in the MH ward of my local hospital. I am very lucky in that we have a very good private facility here, which is well resourced. People from larger towns in the area come here too, because it is considered one of the best in the area.
Its just ... hard. Harder than it aught to be after so long. I seem to have been encountering random triggers a lot the past couple of weeks. Not overly surprising I guess, given that the anniversary of my main trauma was last week.
But I am being well looked after here, which is nice. And unlike when I was in rehab wing, you are not woken up all night long or early morning with obs being done.
Speaking of which ... my family, neighbours, etc do not know I am now in MH unit. To tell them that, would mean I would need to explain why. And I cannot tell them that.
But I think they are beginning to wonder why I am still in hospital 4 weeks after surgery. Mind you, I am still doing the rehab program and being supervised by rehab Dr. And they still have not got pain under control. But I am officially admitted under the psychiatrist for the past 2 weeks.
And it looks now, as if I will be here for another week, through to next Friday.
Sorry everyone for not being on your threads much. I am reading, but rarely posting. I am being kept busy here, which is a good thing. Groups are on usually all morning, including weekends. Physio gym sessions early arvo and physio hydro pool sessions early arvos, including weekends. So there really is little time for idle minds. I hope you are all as okay as possible. 💖 I am feeling a bit out of touch I''m afraid. A little lost. Perhaps the changing of ADs is having an impact on that. Still weaning off one, and increasing another.
Emelia 🌷
