It doesnt feel like it matters but i dont want to push you away either. Stuck in that spot where i dont want to bother anyone esp with everything happening here atm but not wanting to shut you out. Its hard (or not hard) having someone care when i feel i dont deserve it and its not something tjat happens offline. Im sorry im not sure if that makes much sense and hoping it doesnt come across as awful No, it doesnt seem to end. I know that you get it though im sorry you do. Doing important stuff is so hard to do sometimes. Adulting can really suck. Theres lots of stuff bothering me but i dont know anymor its just the same stuff. Its probably better to leave it at im over myself and my problems for now. Cant even get myself to crochet the past few days just feel abit zoned out and boring.
I got answers about my heart yesterday which was helpful and have a plan in place for it now (or trailing atm) but also have a tooth infection and alot of pain so that probably isnt helping much atm either-i forgot to ask her about that since i was there for ages.
My roles have increased again where i have kids in the morning and every arvo till 6 now too. Im watching a movie with them atm. The day is ao badly dragging out though.
Have you been up to much? @Sans911
