rough time

[Appleblossom]

@outlander 

Words cannot take the pain and the struggle away.

Da Vinci - Horses

[Snowie]

@outlanderknowing you are going through so much at the moment. Lots of hugs and love sweetheart. You are in my thoughts.

[outlander]

thank you @Maggie @Appleblossom @Snowie 💛💚

its all combining together atm and I cant get pain under control. the good side of my jaw has flared up really bad and moulded in with the already crappy side. I honestly cant take any more meds (im within the doses etc) its just seems to be a constant thing with minimal effect and just struggling to even take them now. im going to have to call the dentist I think and see if I can get in earlier, I have lumps and ulcers and blood blisters appearing and I don't think that's all that normal so best to get it check at least.

Apple- love the pic. I forget how simple art can also be some of the nicest ones.

[Snowie]

Sounds like it isn't going well @outlander Probably best to get it checked sooner rather then later.

Sitting with you hun 

[outlander]

thanks @Snowie im hoping to get some time tomorrow to ring the surgeon and make an earlier appointment or get advice from her on what the hell to do.

[Maggie]

Hope you get an appointment today @outlander  💜💜💜

[outlander]

@Maggie 💙💙

[Shaz51]

how did you go my darling sister @outlander 

[outlander]

I didn't ring @Shaz51 mum gave me her work schedule, mixed that with my work and appointments and pops appointments the only day that I have free is that date of my next appointment anyway. at least its only 2 weeks away. hopefully itll go quickly.

[outlander]

I need to work though as well, theres a lot of bills that need to be paid and brought up to date with as well.
selling things left right and centre and working to try and make ends meet and keep up with the bills