First bub, thank you for being so honest with me and I need you to realise that I am not going anywhere, no matter what you tell me. It certainly wasn't your fault I didn't close my bedroom door and that dam cat knows she isn't allowed in my room. Also if Nikki was able to control her rage we wouldnt have got out of bed the way we did anyway. These are all my issues honey you can't create these for me.
I knew where you went last night, I could feel it when you weren't responding to me. I new when you said you couldn't talk about it, I knew when I asked you weather you couldn't talk about it for you or that you thought it would trigger me. BABE I KNEW, and I was worried and when I couldn't get you to see it was ok to talk to me we went in rage because that was easier than the fear I was feeling. I went to how bad was it that she couldn't tell me, did she need to go to the hospital.... When the ambo's had left and I saw your messages, the pain and desperation in them i wanted to call you, I wanted to hold you so bad. But I to went to a bad place after that, blaming myself because I had shared so much that you couldn't share and get the support and protection you so desperately needed.
@Lee82
