rough time

[Lee82]

I'm sorry about what I said about not sharing anymore. I was just in such a state that I had everything running through my head. I felt and still feel very responsible for what happened. In that moment I hated myself. 
I'm sorry for putting you through that pain and heartache. It was not my intention to do that. I just never want to do that to you again. 
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[Lee82]

Just reminding you that my phone is stuffed so it takes me a while to write. Sorry I know it must be frustrating waiting. I threw it at the wall yesterday and I think I did something to the keypad plus I cracked all the screen. 
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[Former-Member]

Honey I am very sorry but I have to step away for a bit, my puppy needs the bathroom.

While I am gone think about weather you want to tell me what happened today?

Love you heaps my friend

@Lee82 

[Lee82]

Sorry should have made that more clear. It was yesterday not today. Before I do I need to ask how your feeling? 
also I didn't know you had a puppy. What type of dog and how old? 
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[Former-Member]

Honey, I don't blame you for how you reacted at all. You told me how alone and unsupported you have been and then I don't respond, you get nothing from me and that had to scare you silly. I am sorry that it caused you additional pain to what already had you is such a bad way that you fell to the SH monster. I am sorry I couldn't respond, but we both know that it was an ACCIDENT and no one is responsible for it.

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[Former-Member]

She is a Maltese/Shih, she is 8. We use to foster rescue animals mainly dogs but sometimes we got litters of kitty's, she is what we call a foster fail because we fell in love with her and adopted her ourselves.

For the first time in forever..... sorry Disney songs playing louding from neighbours lol

But seriously, I am good, not ok actually good. I want you to share with me please

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[Lee82]

Oh how sweet. Love Maltese/shih.  Wow what an amazing thing you use to do. You are truly a wonderfully caring person my love. 
Lol...bloody Frozen...Mr8 watched that movie so much when he was younger I reckon I know it word for word...😂

I am so so so happy you are doing good tonight babe. You deserve it after the last couple days you have had. Really really happy. 😘😘

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[Former-Member]

does that mean you are not planning to share with me my love?

@Lee82 

[Lee82]

Yes it was an accident honey but I still on some level feel responsible. I'm sorry just can't think any other way at the moment and I am just trying to be comply honest. @Former-Member 

[Lee82]

No I will share it with you babe. Just a little worried about you that's all. 
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