Oh thank you my lovely long term friends, @Oaktree @Shaz51 for navigating me back to here.
I see that I am now in the recovery club.
Yes working hard at doing that.
Still feels more like rehabilitation stage.
Life keeps on throwing up as I am sure most of us on the forums experience at some stages.
I just have not had a break and am drained.
Sadly I had an unpleasant reply to one of my posts that I wrote today.
That has left me feeling very unsafe on here again.
It just never seems to end.
I will not write on there again.
I will stay over here when I pop in.
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My gardening is sparse now as I have not as much strength and spatial awareness affects my balance at times along with my grief.
So I have created smaller gardens on tables and even on my window sill in my kitchen.
You must have a whole farm and or organic nursery by now Oaktree.
Shaz I know that you had some beautiful flowers growing.
Appleblossom I know that you were enjoying community gardening a while ago.
Hope that your green fingers are still able to be put to work somehow, somewhere.
It is so rewarding isn't it.
@EternalFlower
Always lovely to hear from you also as with my other friends on here over the years.
I hope that you have found a more settled place to be in your life.
You so deserve to fine calm and peace in your life.
Well until we all meet again
Sophia
Take care
Must write to Jacques
