@heartathome i wrote it years ago. (i first posted it in 2011) More to myself than anyone. The Word of God read to my heart had been so utterly amazing. That love for Jesus simply burst out in lines of poetry.
i was so thankful to be free of those horrible sins, Some i had fought times bad sin, i had fought for years without ever winning. And now i am dinning with Him my freedom Every Today, and with Dad too. Such was then, and still is, and always will be, simply astonishing. And gives me the courage to let Jesus love all of me into His Heavenly Kingdom.
My inner body of believers within me , where i have Enter His peace covers perhaps 84 or so percent of my life, still more dying to do. Yet not for me to do, only be ready for when Jesus appears to me in those parts of my life He has not come yet.
i can honestly say, i do not think unbelief or doubt dwell any longer in my heart. i have seen far to much of Jesus, The Living Word He is, in my life to doubt His Word ever again. So glad Jesus is fighting my battles now. i simply have to hold onto Him when the going gets rocky.
The last bit Jesus still has to take me is going to get very rocky, i reckon. i have been into some really bad stuff when i was younger. Me raging my psychotic anger at this legalistic god, forbidding me everything and always making me feel guilty, made me decide some stupid things. For my response as angry teenager (unloved or cared for, ) to this god religion had set up in me, has greatly increased my misery, and my suffering a psychotic and depressed person.
For for more than 3 years i dabbled in occultism straight after my sexual assault, and got to know some really nasty spiritual characters/unclean spirits. They been my torment ever since i came to Christ soon after collecting them, for i always freaked them big time.And once we know spirits like that we cannot not un know them. (Me knowing them is nothing to be proud of, that is for sure, but Jesus has been using it for good, like always.)
Yet satan hates us getting away, that much i know for sure! And he puts up a fight!
So good to hear your testimony. Jesus is faithful. How blessed we are knowing Him? i have learned to love Him much more than my life, and have forever lost my fear of death. To be with Jesus 100 percent 24/7, and ALL HUMANITY AS WELL - FOREVER, is all i want, and ask for every Day again. That all suffering will end and our lives down here can be transformed to the greatness our Heavenly Father always intended for us to be in Him and from Him.
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Light Travel. (2010)
My emptiness to fill with hope and faith in God's love
for forgiving myself is not as easy as doing it wrong,
denying the accuser to blast me with his unholy fire,
eating Christ's flesh and drinking His blood instead.
Pursuing peace so i can dwell at ease in His Rest.
Only ever trusting Truly Good to fix gone Badly Wrong!
Leaving this numbered and demanding life behind for good!
Practising grace so i will never again lack His guidance.
Faithfully loving truthfully enters the narrow gate of Heavens
Jesus Light dwelling within me where once Darkness ruled.
@Moose123 Great to hear you meditate. To meditate on God's Word in light of Christ's love sacrifice is what got me free from all forces hurting or captivating me. And i know you know He do the same for you getting to know Him.
Today has been a rather elevated mood day for me. Been a long time coming, and both my wife and me, have been enjoying it. Us babbling freely ,instead of me sitting with my head down feeling down and sick as has so often been again lately.
Yet to learn to hold onto Jesus during such times has been long overdue. i used to always falter in my sick downs, especially when i suffered from physical pain as well as depression. Feeling nauseated used to have me wishing i was dead, and even thinking with my manic or psychotic God hated me, and that is why He was spewing me up, as i emptied myself out from all ends.Such were truly abominable times, me thinking such things about our ever loving Heavenly Father. When He poured His love into me the first time, i thought i was going to die the unspeakable goodness that flooded me, and would not have cared on little bit if that had been true. Our God is out of this world! Unbelievable The places in God's salvation The Spirit has shown me since then.
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This i know anyone loving true, love and good to rule, will gladly die and stay with Him when they meet Him. Our Lord is totally out of this world!
i'll share you a poem about such a meditation journey within. This is poem is about the time The Holy Spirit had me see myself climb out of the bottomless pit satan had so cleverly got me into. So released from there himself the wicked could enjoy my god given good life squandering it. The Holy Spirit showed me my conclusion before i arrived there. This Way i knew for sure He spoke true inside of me through The word. 😀(Zechariah 9:8-17.) Such are the awesome joys meditating on His Word heeding His Spirit of truthful love to you, and all, in you. Only then His Word will take you along (1 Peter 1:22-25)
Forsaking The Pit.
As I climb over the rim, I clearly see,
Involuntary I shudder the sight in me,
Down without a bottom the pit below,
Yes this fiery hole within me on show!
Hear voices of darkness pressing hard on must.
Those 'speaking guilt, shame, unbelief, and distrust,
All together pushing, yes, pressing me deep,
Resisting my climb to the top so steep.
See those guilty feelings still tug my feet,
I can feel flames searing, my toes they meet!
Electrifying my soul, no mercy on show.
Why ever did I take this hell-hole in tow?
Above me the Light, Jesus, the Truth so high!
How long before I will meet up with Him in the sky?
He knows I will come after Him without a doubt,
As true nourishing goodness He is all about.
My bloodied fingers scraped by rock,
For how many years did they mock?
Those hard places within my very being,
Those fiery stones of my own seeing!
I climbed after the Light right above me,
The only truth that truly leaves me be,
Never will I stop seeking after The Light.
As Jesus Christ is my very soul's delight!
Soon the 'resting place' of my enemy,
Bottomless pit shall forever be!
For the ones without Love or Grace.
Those who with their lies made this place.
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Once, quite a few years ago. i was watching a video on youtube about nuclear reaction or nuclear fusion and my mind saw how this applied to my relationship with God as a believer.
So i wrote a poem about it.😁
With God we fuse to genrate energy while satan splits and divides us, leaving much deadly waste around