Glad your tests showed no heart problems, but so much stress would really tax your body.
The b&w pics you posted are really evocative.
Your daughter will have her perspective on things. Its not fair, that she was not there to support you when you are ill, but sounds like she has some demons of her own to face atm. So hard with parenting ...not to have our stuff effect our kids.
I could not sleep so logged on. Easier said than done to relax with ptsd.
Take Care however you can
Maybe you need a little separation at the moment. I had a very intense period in last 2 years with my son but things have turned a corner this year as he finds his own strength, rhythm and way in life. I wish your girl and you the best.
@Wanderer Hey Wanderer you are such a kind a gentle man with such a gentle spirit. Am so sorry that you are going through all of this re self and daughter. Life can be so unfair like that. Please take good care of yourself and stay in touch. Love sweetpeaxxx
@Wanderer So glad it wasn't a heart attack but it still is really scary. I hope you get some answers soon