rough time

[outlander]

Aww hes so damn cute! @Sans911 

[outlander]

Your welcome @Appleblossom anytime ❤

Yes me too. Being ignored isnt very nice and its hurtful. I use to hang around and hope  it would change but i just dont have the brain capacity. If they dont click with me i know that its my time to walk away. I find if i keep hanging around it just causes me distress and becomes detrimental  to my mh. 

Like you i find it very comforting to know  i have ny safe people too. Its a soft place to land even when we dont have thr words to say anything 

[Appleblossom]

 @outlander 

I got worried about @Sans911 so got up from bed.

Hugs 2U sans911

when you get this post

It can be hard to really know what is happening at the other end.

???

I cant watch the movie I was up for ... finish it slowly in lil bits, its triggering, but will help with trauma processing in the long run. Better try sleep again.

Do you think you can sleep Outlander?

[outlander]

I dont think ill be sleeping  tonight @Appleblossom not feeling well physically. Took something for it over 2 hrs ago and was hoping it would be help but hasnt. Will wait another 2 hrs and try another dose and might be ok.

Hoping you can get back to sleep after watching  your movie... 

[Appleblossom]

Thats no good ... not getting sleep again.

@outlander 

Here are my best sleeping pics

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I cant watch movie anymore.  At first I loved it but over identified with it. Thats fine.

[outlander]

Thanks @Appleblossom  ive been getting some sleep just tonight i feel worse then thr past day or 2. Fairly  sure i have a tooth infection again but didnt have a chnce to talk to the dr yesterday about it. The nausea and just general headache/earache and all the rest ia abit much tonight but hoping that it settles. Ive just rubbed some  muscle cream into my neck to see if that might help too. If im still like this tomorrow afternoon ill probably do a walk in at the local medical  centre or see if i can wait till friday to see one of my regular gps. 

Thats ok theres lots of movies and tv shows i cant watch anymore but maybe one day we will be able to watch what we want without it affecting us to much.... 

My counsellor is teaching me a trauma  exposure step atm that has to do with movies or parts of a movie to help move forward with my traumas  too. 

[outlander]

wondering if anyone is around to talk about something that im not sure about..

[Shaz51]

what`s up my sister @outlander 

[outlander]

hello @Shaz51
im feeling rather anxious tonight. ive got my new medications to try but it smaking me nervous even thinking about taking them but i dont know why.

[Shaz51]

did the doctor say anything about the new meds @outlander 

everytimeI see the endocrinologist , he gives me a new med , I really don`t want to see hime again in fear of getting more meds from the kidney specialist or the gp